God Within By Jesus Christ Enables Us Through The Holy Spirit To Receive Power From On High. Through Him We Have Affirmation, Confirmation, Validation, Assertion, Avowal, Positivity, Self-esteem, Confidence And Mental Heath.

ISBN 978-1-60266-821-8
Copyright © 2007 by Candy Holcker

The First Message, November 19, 1979
Ten years earlier, I experienced a wonderful conversation to the Lord Jesus Christ. Alone in a home I had fled
to for refuge for, behind closed doors and with a troubled heart, I cried three simple words, "God help me". At that
very moment, I not only felt the sweetness of a personal Presence with me, but also heard a voice call out my name. I
dropped to my knees knowing that this was God who cared for me and who had been with me all along awaiting my
turning to Him. Although only my name was spoken, in that instant, I also knew that He was pleading with me to pray
to Him, something I had not done since childhood. I thought, "I don't know how to pray", and yet the long forgotten
words of the Lord's prayer came back into my memory. I spoke the words and by the time I had finished, I felt a lifting
of a confused and disturbing mind leave me. For the first time in years I could think straight. For the first time in years
I felt I could go on with my life-things would be worked out. I knew that there would be almost insurmountable
problems to be overcome and that there would be no easy solutions, but now I had reached God, or rather, He had
broken through the terrible walls I had put up around my life.
Ten very difficult years passed quickly in my life with little outward appearance that my situation had changed,
although my choice of lifestyle, and my love and knowledge of Jesus Christ and Christianity grew tremendously. I was
still married to an unbeliever who was consistently abusing me physically, sexually, mentally, and emotionally.
However, through this time a new aspect was added to our relationship: spiritual abuse. My spouse resisted God in any
and all areas of his life. He began a study in the black magic arts and Nazism. He was an alcoholic and a drug abuser,
riding with outlaw bikers, committing crimes, and only employed on occasion. He truly believed that I had been
"programmed" by the church, and stated that I need to be "deprogrammed". This became his mission our last year
together.
This book is not about the difficulties of my life, neither is it a closing chapter to a decade and a half of a life
finding her exodus. It is, instead, a journal of merely a pen in which the Lord used to record His love, encouragement
and longings. "The Lord God hath given me the tongue of the learned that I should how to speak a word in season to
him that is weary. He wakeneth morning by morning: He wakeneth my ear to hear as the learned." Is. 50:4
That which is written can be easily applied by the reader when appropriate in their situation, and the writings
are no longer private, but prophetic and guiding, becoming the property of everyone who reads, not simply the
listening writer. These words were heard and penned with a great human cost, and yet, not the heavenly cost He paid
for us at Calvary. He loves you. He suffered for you. He was humiliated for you. He was tortured and died for you. He
paid the penalty in full for all of mankind's sins, and yet, He longs to speak of His great love for mankind.
It is still beyond my grasp and understanding as to why. He would condescend to choose me to hear His voice.
How very pitiful is my understanding even after I have stood in His Presence and listened to His heart. These messages
carried me through many tribulations, trials, and changes in my life that would have been unbearable without Him.
Some messages brought me into a new life that I would not have embarked on without His specific guidance through
the rhema word.
My prayer us that you may find His words not only comforting and healing, but also challenging you to reach a
newness of life in Him. Learn from His love, learn of His desire for your attention, learn of His intense longing for your
surrender to His will, and learn of the perfect peace that surpasses all understanding no matter what your
circumstances in life entails. He too will alter your life and take you beyond salvation if only you will grant Him
Lordship.

ISBN 978-1-60266-822-5
Copyright © 2007 by Candy Holcker
Dear Friends,
I Am the Greatest Missionary that was ever sent to preach the Good News of salvation
throughout the world. I set the great example for you.
I denied Myself and left My familiar surrounding of a heavenly Kingdom where I was
adored and worshipped by angelic beings, seraphim and cherubim. The elders and living
creatures surrounded Me and continually sang praises to Me.
God the Father and the Holy Spirit's love was so strong there---that it illuminated that
Great Place. There, I had glory, honor, power, and a kingdom of peace. I willingly left it
all behind so I could be a missionary in a foreign land called the earth.
I allowed Myself to be born in a humble stall amidst the domestic beasts of the
earth. I came in such haste, that I was wrapped in swaddling clothes and placed in a
manger.
My message was so urgent that God placed a bright and shining star in the East, so
that man would see the sign that I had arrived.
An angel and a great company of the heavenly host praised God and announced this
awesome event.
Shepherds of the field visited Me and rejoiced at My Presence. Wise Magi brought
offerings of their treasures to present to Me. They were overjoyed as they bowed down to
worship.
And then, almost as suddenly, my earthly parents were fleeing with Me to
preserve My life, for My birth had already incurred the jealousy and wrath of a disturbed
earthly king.
The life I chose to live was by no means an easy one. We lived a simple, humble life
making our family living by the trade of carpentry.
While I was yet a boy, the highlight of My young life was sitting in the Temple
amongst the doctors of law, hearing them and asking questions. My greatest desire was
always in studying Scripture, for they were like love letters sent to Me personally from
God My Father and the Holy Spirit, and they were preparing Me to accomplish My
mission.
I knew every verse that spoke of Me. I even knew how My mission on earth would
end. It caused Me deep sadness---but I knew I had been sent to harvest souls---and there
was no other way.
When I began preaching, what a mixed reaction My Gospel message to the people
evoked! The common people heard Me gladly, but the so-called religious leaders were so
filled with malice and wrath, that they accused Me of being a demonic possessed liar. On
more than one occasion, they sought to bring Me to a premature death.
Even more sadly, I recall how My own brothers did not believe in Me, at the first; and
in My own hometown, I was not welcomed. But even in all of this, I had to overcome and
conquer the hurts and disappointments of life.
But I don't mean to leave you with the impression that I wasn't full of joy. I developed
some close friendships, won many souls to the kingdom, and healed and delivered all
who came to Me.
As My mission became well known, some God-respecting women began to support
Me and My disciples financially out of their own substance.
Had I mentioned to you that I had discipled twelve faithful ones? Well, I should say
eleven faithful ones to carry on My mission work when I would return to My heavenly
home. They remained always in My prayers and I carefully cultivated their faith.
I had no permanent dwelling to lay My head to rest as you and even the creatures of
the earth do. Many times, I had to slip away in the middle of the night to a lonely place to
pray to My Father in heaven who I longed for and would soon return to.
I did have one triumphal entry into Jerusalem, where I borrowed a donkey to ride
upon. The crowds cried out to Me, "Hosanna I Save now, O Lord! Blessed is the King of
Israel!" And then, just as suddenly as the popularity of the Good News had spread like
fire---it seemed to end---just as suddenly in one short evening and day.
These beautiful feet upon the mountains that brought Good News, who proclaimed
peace, glad tidings and salvation---would no more wander the earth---for man had it in
his heart to nail these feet upon a wooden cross.
I was despised, rejected, afflicted, stricken, smitten, not held in esteem. I was mocked,
hit, spit upon, and stripped of My clothes. The hair upon My face was plucked off Insults
were hurled at Me. My visage was beaten and marred beyond recognition. Blood from
the mocking crown of thorns ripped My flesh so that blood and sweat streamed into My
eyes, these eyes that only beheld all people with love and compassion.
The 39 stripes on My back was delivered with such bate and cruelty, that with the raw
flesh I staggered with pain under the weight of the cross that I was to be crucified on. I
was wounded and bruised for your transgressions. I received those stripes so that you
would be healed.
This My friends, I did for you. I poured out My blood for you as they pounded the
spikes through My hands and My feet. I suffered My body to be bruised and broken. It
pleased God to have Me bruised and put to grief to make My soul an offering for sin. In
this, His wrath was satisfied. I was willing to die so that you might have life; even for
everyone that would call upon My Name. I would pay the penalty of sin in full. I would
accomplish what I had set out to do. I did this of My own free will.
One of My last prayers was that these people would be forgiven---oh, that they might
only know what they were doing and who it was that they were doing it to. I carried the
full weight of the sin of the world upon Me; even these sins.
At the last, My thirst became unbearable. Dehydration by blood loss is unimaginable.
I could only gasp for a few remaining breaths as the cruelty of crucifixion suffocated My
last words. I managed to cry out, "It is finished!" I breathed My last and yielded My spirit
to My Father's will. I gave up the ghost of My earthly body. I conquered death for you.
After this, I was laid in a borrowed tomb. After three days I was permitted to show
Myself again so that those who had believed on Me would not lose heart.
I left My chosen ones with a Great Commission to go into all the world and preach the
Gospel to every creature; baptizing them in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and
of the Holy Ghost.
And now dear children, you know that I cannot come back again in triumph until the
Gospel is preached throughout the entire world. I am now preparing a room for you in
My Father's mansion, and I now need faithful ones who will go and proclaim the Good
News; and I need faithful ones who will support them with prayer and finance. There is
no other way to hasten My return.
Will you do this for Me? And, oh yes, will you tell My world of a Father whose heart's
desire is to teach them love and obedience? Tell My world that I will be returning soon
for them And will they he watching? Will they be ready? Tell My world that My love for
them is intense. This is My message to you. These are the things that you are to do in this
lifetime. These are your concerns and priorities. These are the things your mind is to be
stayed upon.
With Love Eternal,
Jesus
The Second Book, November 14, 1993
This companion guide to Beyond Salvation was penned through the supernatural
enablement of the Holy Spirit. This devotional differs only in the aspect that the Lord
speaks more directly to His Church and Army on earth. Beyond Salvation contained
inspirational and prophetic messages aimed at individual growth. Beyond Sanctification,
although meant also for personal growth, includes encouraging and exhorting words to
the Body of Christ corporately. "And the Lord shall utter His voice before His Army."
Joel 2: 11a
I have grown to realize that in the fullness of God's wisdom comes the heartfelt
knowledge that this wisdom is not your own. That higher place you dwell in is a gift and
function of the Holy Spirit; it is not your own and only operates as the Lord wills it. You
may walk in wisdom and see it display its ornaments--but wisdom is a gift lent to you by
the power of the Holy Spirit, and He alone will receive the glory.
May God Almighty continue to create you and the Church on earth in the vision He had
when He first formed you.